Home

Advertisement

Customize

Dec. 21st, 2012

Zero 2

Présentation

If you like reading me and want to be friend then, just introduce yourself here, and I'll add you back ^^. Otherwise, thank you for visiting this page, I hope you liked it ! 

Cia(o) ^o'



Jul. 31st, 2009

Zero 5

(no subject)

(Oui, c'est le même article que mon blog, and so WHAT ? XD)
BON ANNIVERSAIRE ZERO-SAMA !!!
      (~^.^~) 


*sors les confétis et tous le tralala*
(On les imagine parce que je sais pas comment on fait pour foutre des gif sur un LJ xD)

En fait si j'devais résumer en un mot c'que j'me casse la tête à expliquer en 3 pages recto verso et une bonne centaine de commentaires, ce serait..

Merci
(Super original, je sais, mais y a pas de mot plus.. Vrai.)

En espérant que ce p'tit homme (qui commence à se faire vieux maintenant, mais faut pas le dire :P) vive dans le bonheur et la prospérité, et profite de chaques instants comme il se doit. en d'autre mot :
DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY !
You deserve it.

On t'aime Zero ! ^^
Zutto zutto zutto zutto zutto zutto...

You're the brightness I need and needed. 

Jul. 15th, 2009

Tsukasa

Nationale Holiday

Happy Bastille Day !!   
  23 min late ! xD


Well, yesterday was the French national holiday. I'm not good at history but I know that in 1789, the 14th of July was the day of the storming of the Bastille, despotism symbol. It marked the end of the monarchy and the beginning of the First French Republic, that abolished the kingship in France. It's a really important day for patriots, that we celebrate with a march-past in the capital (Paris), some local's one too, pyrotechnic and firecrackers.
So yesterday night, I went in my village to see the pyrotechnic and it was really beautiful. To me, it was also celebrating D'espairsRay leaving . (I'm not a patriot xD).
Anyway, I was attacked by firecrackers too ya know ? I was sat on the bench with my best friend, while smoking and talking about everything and nothing and then we heard someone screaming " OMG, I haven't seen you SORRY ! " and then BANG ! A fuckin loud detonation just in our feet, OMG IT MADE ME STARTLE TO THE MOON ! 
He apologized and then threw an other one on us. HAVEN'T YOU SEEN ME THIS TIME ??? BASTARD.
Some people are really stupids. We felt so well under the night sky, listening to crikets' songs, before he disturbed us. I hate those kind of person. Disturbing is the only thing they do properly. 

Aside this, it was a good evening in the main. I'll show you pyrotechnics as soon as I'll get the video ^^. 

And then, Happy end of French tour D'espairsRay ! 

(Oh and I've just found this on youtube, D'espairsRay leaving the signing session in Paris. Hizumi can make silly things even in a 40 sec video xD.)


 

Jul. 12th, 2009

Zero 4

D'espairsRay, live in France @t the Rockstore (Montpellier). 11/07/09

Well, as you probably know, yesterday D'espairsRay's live was in Montpellier, a city in the south of France, and fortunately,  I was there. I won't really make a report, but I promise I'll do my best to faithfully describes my emotions, observations and impressions. Sorry if there're some mistakes, I'm not bilingual yet ( hope someday I will *-*), anyways, hope you'll enjoy it ! 

First, I arrived at 2 p.m in front of the hall, with my brother and my best friend and we were about... 75, maybe more. It's not very much for a place which can accommodate 800 people. Everybody was quite calm, sitting on the floor and talking to each other. A friend joined us at 3 p.m, and we kept sitting for 2 hours. At 5 p.m, everybody started to stand up, and we formed the lign before the entrance.  We stayed packed one against the other 2 hours before we could come into the hall. At that time (7 p.m), we were about 400, half of how we could have been. Anyways, I thought I would have to run to get a good place, but everybody was still calm, nobody ran, and I could be in the front line without any problems. I was on the furthest left, pressed against the huge speaker, just in front of Zero. I started to worry when I looked at the instruments in front of me.... They didn't look like basses, but guitars. When I looked at it closely, the fingerboards seemed to be smallest than in my memorries and I started to hardly worry x_x. But then a guy from the staff tested it, and thanks god, it was basses ~ FIOU *O* 
We had to wait like that for 1 hour. 'Till then, I observed all the stage, and noticed a door on my left, the backstage ! So I kept my eyes concentrate on the door, that was getting open, then close, then open etc... And then, I saw half of.... ZERO'S FACE ! He was trying to look at us, but a guy from the staff came at him and I don't know what happened, but he hid himself and shaked his hand on the gap of the door. It was really funny, but few of us noticed him ~  *proud of me* XD. 
20 min laters, Christophe from the staff ( it's not his real name, but as I didn't know his name, I invented one xD) came on the stage and said something like "Hello Montpellier, as you know, pictures and videos aren't allowed, so please, respect it. Today D'espairsRay is really happy to come back in France so please, hail them as they deserve ! ". And then, everybody started screaming and cheering. I was looking at the door that opened for the last time, and then, came from it the 4 of them, enlighten by a sweet blue light. Karyu was wearing a kind of long black tight-fitting vest with a gliterry scarf around his neck, substituting the formal cravat, and his jeans were black and blue. His haircut was quite simple, but he looked really nice ^^. Tsukasa was all in black, exept his blond hair. He had a sort of tank top but for man, a bit like Karyu's top indeed. He wore black mittens too ^^. Hizumi hummm... I remembered he got a black jacket but I don't remember the rest. His hair wasn't eccentric too ^^. Then Zero was wearing a tank top white and black, and a short black vest on, with a thin gliterry scarf around his neck, as Karyu but smaller ^^. And he wore a black pants, and big black shoes smelling leather too. He had his fetish bracelet and some rings that girls stole  him -.-. His hair was the more structured of the band.
They immediatly started playin' Lizard, and then Redeemer. Sometimes Hizumi tried speaking English with us but,  when he said something, the audience was like " YEEEEEY" whereas they didn't understand XDD. Zero was really sexy while playin' the bass, and often came at the edge of the stage, inciting the bottom to scream louder. I could read " motto" on his lips, he often repeated it. He smiled a lot and shake his hand like to say "no" and " yes" too, that was really cute ^^. 
He often came on the big speaker I was against and then, crouched and played like if he was playin' for me. I first touched his shoes cauz I didn't know if I could touch his hand while he was playin' but indeed, all the girls touched it so I did the same. It was... Sweet. And full of emotion too, in my mind it was like " oh my god, oh my goood, I've touched Zero's hand ! ". Then he often exchanged with Karyu and I could touch his hand too, but it was harder cauz' he is the kind of person who likes playing hard to get. He was like " Do you see that body ? IS MINE ! " XD
And then he came on the edge and moved back, what made girls yelling of impatience. Then sticked out his tongue, etc etc... Bad guy è.é
Finally, he let the left side of the stage touch him twice, that was great ^^. Hizumi came on this side too, he crouched as Zero & Karyu did but this talented dumb man bumbed his head into the speaker that was suspended over him. He didn't come a second time ~ XDDD The only hand I couldn't touch is Tsukasa's one. 

I don't remember the order of the songs they played, but before Sixty Nine, Karyu & Zero made solos' battle. I was really surprised cauz' I read on an interview that Karyu never makes solos but yesterday he did. First Zero, then Karyu, then Zero, and Karyu again. They both tried to make the most people yelling, and I think both won ^^.
Then I remember that before the encore, Karyu was playin guitar in the middle of the scene and then Zero sat on Karyu's knee and they both played, rubbing one against the other. That was so HOOOT !! 
Then they left the stage, and we slaped on the floor with our feet, asking them to come back, screaming "D'espairsRay ! " and clapping our hands until they came back. Zero had change his top for a "D'espairsRay t-shirt", and Hizumi had a scrap paper in his hand. He took the micro and started speaking French... I promise you that I didn't understand anything XDD. Just in the end, he said " Vous vous éclatez" which means " You are havin' fun". Then everybody scream " Karyuuuu" ! And Karyu said " Je vous aime" with a cuute accent *-* ( Means " I love you").  Zero said the same, but instead of using the you of plural, he use the singular one, that was so cute too ! 
Then I started to ask Tsukasa, and then everybody was screaming " Tsukasa !" And he said : " Tu t'aimes" ~ means " You love you"  ~ XDD 
And then they played 'till the end, the only thing I noticed was when Zero stared at me, and then smiled, but I wasn't sure he was looking at me before my brother told me this morning " AND DID YOU SEE WHEN ZERO GIVE YOU A SMIIIIILE ??? ". Well, I hope he really did it T.T
Oh and the girls in the middle of the front line could touch Zero's hair . ToT So luckyyy !! I didn't catch any picks too, what a shame ='(. And Zero spited water on us, as he always do ^^.  
Oh and, the video is the end of the live, when Tsukasa took his flute and played Princesse Mononoke for us. I'm not the one who took it, but I hope you'll enjoy this short passage of the live ! ^^


And then, I apologize to kalissia that I couldn't phone because I let my phone in the car x_________x. I thought about it while they were playin' REM -fuyu no genchou- and was very angry against myself u_u. 

Set list (not in the order, sorry, but we had a fuckiin' great one ! <3)

Lizard
Redeemer
Trickster
Marry of the Blood
Masquerade
Kohaku
Sixty Nine
Cocoon
Bullet
Lost in Rebirth
Yozora
Garnet
Mirror
Infection
Closer to Ideal
Scissors
REM - fuyu no genchou -
Horizon
Born
Paradox 5 ( I don't like this song that much, but it was powerful yesterday night, I liked it ^^)
Kamikaze

(And I don't remember if we had Heaven's color and Brilliant).

ENCORE 

Hollow
Fuyu shita risou
Dun remember
Reddish

No Love Parade ='(. I've been waiting for it but they probably thought that we wouldn't understand why Hizumi would'n have been singing. (What is totally true indeed u_u)


To conclude, my point of view is really subjective 'cauz' D'Ray who's my fav' band was also my first concert, and so I lived it in a very special way that made me see only the good things. Some people thought there wasn't enough athmosphere at the bottom of the audience, I can't confirm it. The only thing I'm sure about, is that I spent the best moment of my life. That's weird because since I've known them, I have never suffered as much as today from not seeing them, but on the other hand, I've lived the most fabulous 2 hours of my life. I feel like If I was trapped by my feelings ya know, it's such a strange sensation. I was expecting to live the best day of my life, but I didn't imagine that one day, I could feel all the feelings I have today. And I wish every manias to feel these one day..
Merci D'espairsRay !

Jul. 7th, 2009

Zero 3

(no subject)

Today, I had a message on my phone,  from kalissia, who is actually at Nine Inch Nails' live and it takes me few seconds before I understood that I was hearing THE Trent that was singing for her. That she was givin' to me a part of her happiness, pleasure, and most of all, a part of her dream, even though there was no word on that message, only music. It's a dream we had together but she deserves the most to realize, because her passion for him is the most sincere I've ever seen. She is always like that. Heartfelt and careful. And what makes me the happiest is not the song I heard, singing by that man we love, but the fact that you thought of me tonight and shared with me a part of the most important moment of your life.
I promise that I'll share my dream with you too this saturday night. 


(Sorry for the long absence but first, I was at my theoretical professional training of BAFA (it's"camp leader certificate"), and then watched many dramaaas and went out with friends and did some administrative process etc etc.. PFOUU  TAT.)

I wanted to do an article of my week at BAFA (<33)  but hmmmm.. Gimme some more "Far' niente" pleaaaase ~ ;O; XD
I had many many pictures to show you that you'll probably never see, but as a consolation prize, next week, D'espairsRay's live in France REPORT ! Indeed, I have never done any report before (even less in english XD), but I'll do my best to makes YOU dream, D'Ray's manias ^.^


 
 

May. 28th, 2009

Karyu 2

Dread..

Tomorrow is the last day. The last day we'll be all 5 together at school. I feel quite sad, but I'm happy too cause everything is getting better now. And as Zero said, I wan't to live a life without any regret too. So I'll enjoy as much as possible the day of tomorrow. I want it to be a great day, a day I'll never forget. 


Oh and, this is an old picture, just to show you how good I am at parking. Impressive, ne ? XD

May. 22nd, 2009

Zero 5

Lost

Best series ever !! <33
I really love Heroes too, even if the last season isn't as great as I wished. I always watch the episode with the memory of all the one we've watched at the same time when it was on TV, choune. Of all the comments we did by sms. It was really funny, wasn't it ? ^^

Anyway, I began the 5th season of Lost and WOW, it's fuckin' great. Weird and a little extraordinary, with a tad of incomprehension. Not a tad, indeed, a huge cloud ! ~ XD. I really appreciate it. It's the only long series I'm not repeled of. And that's with a big effort that I stop watching it for entry-ing !
Apart from that, I noticed that all the time I say "arigatou" to my parents, my step father answers : "gozaimasu"
And then he seems so pride of him, and it's quite funny cauz' I think he is convinced that "gozaimasu" means something like " you're welcome" xD. Probably because his workspace is next to my bedroom and as I'm often watching dramas, maybe he often hear "Arigatou gozaimasu" and think that it's not the same person that said the 2 words. Maybe one day I'll tell him the truth but... Not today *sadisctic smile* XD


Well, I decided to leave aside my french blog to devote more time to my LJ. As I know less people read it than read my blog, I can write everything I want *niark niark niark* ! 


To finish, I introduce my best friend to you....... 
This is him ! Mr Apple. Delightful, ne? =D



(Yeah, I have a problem with my little finger. It's not a sign of wealth in my case (I'd prefer so -_-),  it's just that I don't like putting this fingers on thing. XD Sometimes I do, sometimes I forget, that's weird, I'M weird ><)

Now I'm dashing for TV !!! It's PEKIN EXPRESS TIME !! Cia(o)!

Apr. 26th, 2009

Zero 5

Concerto... <3


 I GOT MY TICKEEEEETS !!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
(D'espairsRay to the Rockstore in Montpellier, the 11th of July ! \m/)
I'm gonna see them.. It's so.. OUAW ! I was so afraid, I'm such a ****** pessimistic girl, that I didn't really believe it'll happen. I still don't believe it.. And I don't have enough strength to think anymore o.o
I don't wanna realize, not before I get it. 
I have no words, I only have feelings. I'M GONNA SEE THEEEM !! 


Nyhappyyyyy =D




Mar. 27th, 2009

Karyu 3

A dream ?

What.. ? What I'm seeing ..?  2 dates in France, for D'espairsRay... ... ... 
YATTTTTAAAA !!!!!!

   
D'espairsRay in Montpellier, the 11th of July, then in Paris, the 13th... What else ? 
 
My happiness and excitation can't be exlain with words. (It can in fact, but I'm bad with words x_x)
Seeing them for real is just like.. Like if I was going to live a dream. It's amazing to see that some of them aren't unattainable. That some of our powerful desires can be fulfil, even if it seemed so impossible hitherto !
But I'm afraid cauz' they'll come during the summer holydays, and I have to find a job.
Anyway, I'll do everything to be free on Saturday 11th of July, for them, for me, cauz' there's something really important in life.. When happiness is close to you, you have to do your best to catch and feel it, before it leaves you to be catch by someone else. Since I've DespairsRay in my life, my only wish is to see them playin' and singing for real. They are my happiness, and this concert...  I HAVE TO SEE IT ! ><'





Mar. 18th, 2009

Tatsuro

Kyuutai


The new MUCC's album.. What can I say.. At the beginning, I didn't really like it. I think it's because of my D'espa's addiction, that keeps me from taking pleasure when I'm listening to other bands like it. Nevertheless, by dint of hearing it again and again, I feel a real satisfaction by listening to that new album.
I've completely loved Hide and Seek,  Sora to ito, Hanabi and Ageha. They are too " coooold" as Aurore would say xD. ( TN : French people use "cool" as the English do, to say " trendy / good ". But in English, cool means "cold" too, so Aurore says "cold"  to say "cool" in the first meaning ^^.)
As always, I can't explain it with words ( with binary codes maybe ?). They make me dance, sing ( with invented words, my japanese still sounds like Russian interbreeds with a hamster), and belt out sometimes. 
Then, I don't know if it has already happened to you, but during some passages of a song, I feel.. Comfort. It's like if I've been waiting for this for a while, and when it comes to my ears, it's like I thought : " Ouah, that's it, my day will be a good one. " Whereas it's not like if the passage could disappear from a listening to an other, but one's never know, in case that the song has changed since the last listening >.>
Sometimes you even feel like if your heart stopped beating and found his pulse back at the end of the song .
 Well, this album is one of those that can make me thrill / dream (and die, at the same time xD.)
Anyway, I really love Kyutai, even if it takes me time. And it gave me the envy to get a better knowledge of them, what I'm going to do after vacuuming my bedroom ><. 
Cia ^^. 




Mar. 13th, 2009

Zero 5

Miracle

When I woke up this morning, I opened my eyes on that nature's gift. I have the feeling life decided to show me its wonder for some time !
It's a low-quality pictures, but we don't see such a beautiful sky every day, I had to memorize that moment ^^.


Mar. 11th, 2009

Marjo

Redeemer


YATTTAAA !  I GOT IIT !!!!
Just one word : Eargasm. (Ok, I'm exaggerating a little.. )
Waw, here we are. THE new album of D'espairsRay ! I don't find it's as good as Mirror ( I don't think it 's possible to do better, by the way ^^'), but it's really pleasant to hear. I appreciate R.E.M fuyu no genchou, my "coup de coeur" for the moment, and all the one we've already known : Kamikaze and Redeemer. Though most of the fan don't think Horizon sound like the D'espa we've always known, I love that song.. Perhaps because the song is less "dark" than the others, the emotions that provide from it are differents, dunno.. 
About the newness, exept R.E.M, I love Lizard and Lost in re:birth. Paradox 5 and Kohaku too. I love them, yeh, but it's not the same love I have for Closer to ideal, or SIXty NINe, Kaleidoscop and Mary of the blood, which are, for me, the best of Despa, 
To conclude, I think this album is a little turning for the band, who see the life more clearly, maybe ? Even if I prefer their "before", the new Despa isn't displeasing, and it's more accessible for those who disliked their begin.  I'm now waiting for the songs' translation, cauz' I'm not good at all at japanese -.-

Advertisement

Customize